10 Mar 2010 14:21:22
One of the most scariest of my days have arrived...
I never was so much deeply scared...
What has happened to a lively person like me...
Who was an inspiration to many...
I dont know what has happened...
Finding a place where I can turn my head...
Loneliness has gripped me like a python...
Which is suffocating to stop my breath on...
Tears are rolling down my eyes like river...
Pain has gripped my mind with its powerful lever...
I am feeling quite cold as the atmosphere is hot...
Waiting for someone to hold my hand who has brave heart...
Crying like a kid I am praying...
Will I ever come out of this suffering...
I want to speak about my fear to someone...
Still afraid I am kept waiting by everyone...
I was always there when anyone wanted...
But still I am left alone as haunted...
I am expecting some miracle to happen...
To lift and bring smile back to my face skin...
God come down and have a chat...
I want someone near and give a pat...
God help me and send me your angel...
I am in heavy pain which is eating me all...
I will blame the lord if something happens bad...
That day will turn off my faith from lord...
My life has become a question...
Answer to this has become a pain...
Help me...help me....
Moral : Fear and pain has gripped.